just stuff

for all i know,
i may be the stupidest person in the world,
ya know,
i give people advice and yet....
ignore my own advice....................
maybe i'll just keep my own thoughts to myself now on,
and back to finals,
gues what?!
{traumatic gasp}
i got a STUPID 87% ON MY BIOLOGY FINAL....................i studied too long and too hard..................................................................


well atleast i got a B! :D
*(deep voice)you know your mad*
sigh..........yes but what will that help so...........

Health-duh! A+
Biology- B
Debate-F-----------------(etc.)
Band-A+
Spanish-A/A+
History-A/B/C
Algebra-A/B+

well i guess my assumtions will be correct...............now tomorrow Spanish............yeah right like i'm gonna study.......'/'....................'\'...................{quietly opens book and starts mumbling}
*i seeee yoooooouuuuuuuu*
IT'S NOT LIKE IM STUDYING BECAUSE IM REALLY NERVOUS!



but seriously i'm not nervous.........................anyways...........have you ever had this person who you were really nervous around(let's call him Nick)..............so Nick just is always there but you never now what to say and when you ACTUALLY act normal(you don't know he's there or you somehow keep your blood pressure down and keep from swetting buckets) you feel soooooooo stupid like what you said was really pathetic........ you know what i mean......................please say you do..........or am i alone with these thoughts...................the only person who thinks like this........................please say you understand or...nod your head atleast(or you could just comment) PLEASE ANYTHING!
*get ahold of yourself please.............your embarrasing me in front of the cute guy on the computer who's rading your post*
oh sorry.......hehehe................(whispers to herself) it's not him is it?
*of course it is you dimwit*
damn it............i mean i didn't say that.................(grumbles)why can't i be comfortable around him
* sigh..he left*
what?!
*he got freaked out*
(face starts getting red with anger and hot air blows out of ears) NOONE'S PERFECT IMEAN JUST BECAUSE HE'S SOOOOOOOO SELF-CENTERED AND A DIMWIT DOES NOT MEAN HE CAN JUST THINK EVERYONE'S PERFECT I MEAN HE'S NOT PERFECT I BET HE HAS SOME SECRET THAT I SOOOOOO DISGUSTING THAT HE HASN'T TOLD ANYONE..........
*you better leave..........she's freakin' out again*
YOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU I AM NOT FREAKIN' OUT-YOU ARE
* but i'm you so that means you are*
YOU.....(*see ya tomorrow*)