a heart-wrenching day!!!!!!!!!:0

jeez!
the homecoming dance is coming, right?
and so i wanted this guy to ask me (let's call him #1) but this other guy (#2) asked me and i thought #1 was never gonna ask me so i decided okay and said yes but then i find out 2 days later that he REALLY REALLY REALLY likes me and now i'm in a VERY hard position because i definitely don't wanna hurt #1's feelings but then what about #2? i kinda ...........want to go with #2 because last year i went with #1!
*sigh*
well, luckily, i figured it out..........i'll go with #1 to homecoming and #2 to vice-versa! perfect right?

well i hope #1 and #2 think so too :/

clashing of two lovers

caught between the love of two,
the clashes between getting rougher and rougher,
and the end seems so much farther,
with the days that pass,
a cloud is swept over my face,
and i try to push,
try to acknowledge both,
but what can a little, quiet girl do?
but just get pushed through to a decision unwillingly,
so sufficient is the clash,
that weakneeyed,
i fall,
looking down at the dirt,
muddy and soft,
but the kicking feet do not stop,
and the mud gets softer and softer beneath me,
slowly,
while i melt into it,
my dark brown skin to tumble within and be lost in the colors of brown,
to be left there,
within the clashes of two lovers.

*that (sniff) was beautiful*
thanx............................................

well see ya *sniff* tomorow;)