well today i found out someone i would rather not have read this blog is reading it. maybe even frequently.

well.....i was almost to the point of delelting this but then i thought why should i let that person control my life, my thoughts, my actions.......this blog is the one place i can write where i feel no criticism and feel like it doesn't matter what i right because those who read this understnd me and i can just let it all out. *sigh*

i guess this means that person will get to know me.....even if i don't want them to......it seems to me as though they're understanding me all wrong though.......but maybe if i keep typing, they'll understand me one day......but until that day i will keep typing,

and typing,

and typing....