My life and its ups and downs....

maybe the title to the last post was too harsh.......oh well...........

A Different Kind of Anger
the tear-stricken face of my foe stares onward,
deeply,
piercingly,
desperately,
daring.

she huffs and puffs and tries to push me down,
shoving,
pushing,
hard,
heavy.

the moments of bliss sweep away so quick,
swiftly,
anxiously,
softly,
gone.

although many think their understanding is right,
thoughtfully,
pensively,
rightly,
correct.

their eyes do follow me wherever i go,
seethingly,
creepingly,
judgingly,
stark.

and all my emotions succumb to their looks,
forsaking,
withdrawing,
inclining,
distraught.

until all that's left is anger and hate,
revolving,
surrounding,
demeaning,
complete.

............i know i wouldn't write another poem but this one sucks so bad...........judge on my fellow friends............................c ya

BOYS ARE BORING!-don't think so...then read on;)

Hey,
what's up everyone?
i just had a concert but it was BORING!
and also there are two bands in our school:
the 1st hour band-really good
and the 3rd hour band-"cadet" band which i'm in
and it sucks because Mr. J-teacher is bein really picky
and i might not ever be in 1st hr even though i'm pretty good!
*ggggggggrrrrrrrrr*

anyways i know its been long and i'm sorry but you know how it is
you keep putting it off until all of a sudden its been 2 or 3 months!
again i'm VERY sorry-especially to arimi

school sucks, as usual, and i should be studying for a chem. test right now but chem. sucks
*sigh*
so tired
must sleep
eyelids closing
..................................................................
NO! WAKE UP!

'kay i'm back
*sigh*
bored
what should i say?
i'm bored
yep bored
studying is boring
school is boring
boys are getting to be boring....................
......................................................................
..................................................i've got it!
how about a contest...........i mean i know not many people see my blog.............
................kay probably my friends r the only ones who do but still..................
................the contest is between all the boys and girls who have seen this blog.................
..........how are boys interesting?!-explain............................if you can change my mind(no pics!:})............................then you get a......................surprise gift!.................and believe me the prize is worth it..........i think.....no it is so let the contest begin.................

well that helped a little....................
but i'm still bored............
and boys are so predictable!..............
"hi (my name)"-boy
"hey!"-me
"what's up?"
"nuthin you?"
"nuthin"
AWKWARD SILENCE(i go back to doing homework)
"so..."-boy(still staring at me)
"yeah...."-me knowing he likes me
BELL RINGING,ANNOUNCEMENTS TURN ON
boy turns around abruptly, as always.............
ya see..............boys are boring..................
..........how did i get on this subject?!..
...........oh well..............c ya later!