The Day

No matter what i do,
I can't help but like you,
With my eyes resting upon you,
I see desperation on your face,
A kind of desperation that I've never seen before,
And through the day,
I feel I could touch you,
And blow away all those desperate feelings,
Showing you the light,
And rejoicing in the day,
Of joyous newborns,
Of heavenly matrimonies,
Of peaceful deaths,
The day that is today,
And showing you the world for one day,
Through my eyes,
In a blink of a second,
And before you know it,
You'll be gone again,
And have forgotten all that i've shown you,
Back to your own world,
Where you belong,
Till the day I see you again,
And you look through my eyes,
For another second,
Showing you the beautiful things,
About this day,
So that maybe,
This little hope inside of me that compels me to come to you,
Will be fulfilled,
And I will be able to hold you,
Till the end of time,
When the earth is crumbling beneath us,
You'll still be with me,
And i'll keep showing you the day,
Through my eyes,
Forever.

see ya tomorrow...............

a heart-wrenching day!!!!!!!!!:0

jeez!
the homecoming dance is coming, right?
and so i wanted this guy to ask me (let's call him #1) but this other guy (#2) asked me and i thought #1 was never gonna ask me so i decided okay and said yes but then i find out 2 days later that he REALLY REALLY REALLY likes me and now i'm in a VERY hard position because i definitely don't wanna hurt #1's feelings but then what about #2? i kinda ...........want to go with #2 because last year i went with #1!
*sigh*
well, luckily, i figured it out..........i'll go with #1 to homecoming and #2 to vice-versa! perfect right?

well i hope #1 and #2 think so too :/

clashing of two lovers

caught between the love of two,
the clashes between getting rougher and rougher,
and the end seems so much farther,
with the days that pass,
a cloud is swept over my face,
and i try to push,
try to acknowledge both,
but what can a little, quiet girl do?
but just get pushed through to a decision unwillingly,
so sufficient is the clash,
that weakneeyed,
i fall,
looking down at the dirt,
muddy and soft,
but the kicking feet do not stop,
and the mud gets softer and softer beneath me,
slowly,
while i melt into it,
my dark brown skin to tumble within and be lost in the colors of brown,
to be left there,
within the clashes of two lovers.

*that (sniff) was beautiful*
thanx............................................

well see ya *sniff* tomorow;)

hmmmmmmm....

so how are you all?
i'm fine just a rainy day and kinda bored,
VERY EARLY SWIMMING PRACTICE FROM 5:30 AM TO 7:00AM SUCKS!
but don't worry about me i'm fine.........

well i'm wondering if i should write my poem........
hmmmmmmmmmm.....
aw hell it doesn't matter what you all care(no offense) but this is my blog so here goes:

My Soliloquy

Some people say i am too quite,
Stand-offish,
And i should open up,
But how can i trust other people,
Who might have ulterior motives?
I've heard of people being raped and taken advantage of,
But now i've also seen it,
How can i trust the ones i love?
I don't even trust myself,
Yet people expect me to open up,
Become socially active,
Laugh out loud,
And speak with a strong voice,
When the thing is,
I do try,
I want to,
But when i yell,
It is only a whisper,
And when i whisper,
It becomes a yell.
I have shown people the lighter side and the darker side of me,
When really,
I truly don't know myself,
So how can i trust others,
And when they comment on my personality,
Is it an innocent conversation,
Or an argument meant to stab me in the back?
Revolting as it seems,
This soliloquy sums it up,
With my feelings,
Thoughts,
Dreams,
Aspirations,
All clumped up into a muddle of nothingness.
Of all the days of my life,
I chose today for my soliloquy,
My speech,
Written to all,
Yet heard by none.

{sigh}
yep well that's it.................hope you all like it.....so...........


bye.

Just Thinking.....

hmmmmmmmmm.................
sometimes i wonder if i should give advice to people,
i mean
one of my best friends is always talking to me about stuff and i tell her stuff she should do when really that stuff has never happened to me before,
maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and just listen,
forget advice because i might be giving her the wrong advice....................

well what's knew,
i've been doing that since forever,
well anyways schools started and i think i just might pass..........
just kidding,
'course i am

i wrote a poem but i think it's too hard and rough, and my friends might start to freak out a bit so i'll keep it to myself and since i'm truly not in the mood to write, i'll see you later.and Shavantay....don't ask to read it-please?